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Love Poems

These Poems were composed during the Months of June & July 1991. Most of them were written at the Café "Three Sisters" on Pretoria Street in Johannesburg, South Africa. Meanwhile a few of them have been dedicated where indicated to individual persons or friends who do mean a lot to me and whom I deeply love. However, the one person who had the opportunity to read these lines when they first came to light was a young woman, a guest at the Café "Three Sisters", who when she had read them closed her eyes and told me that they were very beautiful. Before she left the Café she placed a hand on my shoulder and now I wish I wouldn't have been too shy at the time not to have returned her feelings.
 


 
Leafless tree under a clear blue sky
The sun glittering its only light
Rolling round and round by day
and night.

Right now it's here and
then it's there and
then it's gone
      - just for a little while.

There's a crystal sea of glass
I say it's blue, but that ain't true,
it's just a reflection in the water.

The water appears to be of
a clear green color,
but that ain't so,
it's just the seaweeds in the
sea.
The sand is soft and white
whiter than any snow
Washed many times by the
waters of a lonesome ocean
a crystal drop - a tear - a wave
I cry for rain - but I love the
sun shinin'.

The ocean that I see ain't real
the water that I feel ain't wet
It's just the crystal glass I see
For I am on a mountain top
A peak of height and solitude
The ocean distant near
Only the seagull - flying free
Can know the tides - my dear.
And from this lofty rooftop
I sing to you this song, I speak
my words to you, these words of
love and sun and warmth - so true.

She whispers nothing I do not
know of places where I'll
never go alone.
Crazy days and starlit nights
Even the old pine forest sighs.
Say to me - I sigh for you
and try to sing a line or two
a song so silent beautiful
of greatness I know nothing of
except that it corrupts [...]
And yet the stillness of the
summer night
is wrapped in wasted energy,
for you and I are fast asleep
holding sacredness too tight -
too close to choose when to come
or where to go - the beauty of a
poem is the music without song.

The glossy fields of golden wheat
that harvest fails to call
surrounded by a shining string
on which my tune composed
a song.
And all the ears have eyes to see
what nostrils can never breathe,
just as the sacred blackened earth
appears to be a myth.
The seed once buried, hidden and
unseen could turn into a cherry
tree - or a sunflower - I do not
know nor wish to hope - it's not
for me to decide
For it's God who wishes it to grow
not you or me
or earth or seed
It's God who grows the cherry tree
- the blossoms for Japan
but I question you Hiroshima
does the cherry tree blossom
stand a chance
     - after the first atomic bomb?
The church bells in the village sound
but no one heeds their call
For it is winter cold and frosty and
windy
and churches are never heated.
The hearts of those who go to pray
may be reaching toward thee - unseen
God
But - and yet their cold hearted
blood fails to warm the neighbourhood.
Sons and daughters of mothers and
fathers
join hands - [...]
Be you and me as us and
them - Their tune of Love may be
ours - too - one day.
The tune of Love - you rightly ask -
I shall try to explain
Though unexplainable it's beauty
that doesn't stand the chance for pain.
Beauty is waiting on us all.
around every corner - but dare not peep -
for beauty honors the unseen.
It's feeling - that is beauty's heart -
that is why Love travels on the
speed of light
From eye to eye
From kiss to kiss
In feeling find eternal bliss.
The orgasm of spring stems from the rose
It's petals cherishing clear water drops
First rain - like first love -
Rain and rose - deep deep love.
Love is true - so is beauty.

Why close my eyes and fail to see?
I am listening to your song - my sweet
A tune of Love - a song so sweet
Meet me in the morning with Love,
Kiss me in the evening with Love.
Dare to see and dare to feel
the circle of eternity.
It is not a straight line -
it can't be
for there's no end to eternity.
Doors of Heaven
gates of hell - the wind knocks
on doors.
(You can't knock on a gate).

One crystal tear drop touched my eyes
One crystal tear drop moist resting
on the birch tree leaf
Yet on the other side a beautiful
spider sits and waits
too sneak out into the light
and drink the treasured waters.
For rarely do the rivers flood
to touch a birch tree top.
(Why birch trees and not ancient oakes
-- well, that's just the difference,
something different and new).
Country stories are like books of
bearded old men by the brook
they wait and stare silently
into the waters which have long
been deserted by the fish.
Their pockets emptied by the rich,
their homes robbed broken burned
once shelters
now give no comfort - no - just
coolness.
But yet still dream of starry nights
What choice is left there to decide
Only tents last longer.
Picture the colors of your mind
there's even color by the moonlight
But my favorite's the rainbow.
Song of the Rainbow and the
dancing eagle
Wilderness closed in on me
The blue sky resting overhead.
Dry green scrubs all around
I lift my eyes to see through you
But all I see is you, sky blue.
An eagle spreads his wings and cries
or is it laughter, I wonder
An unknown sound - a gentle breeze -
make me turn right on my heel
The pillars of the multi-colored gate
touch ocean and mountain
A path leads right ahead between
"But for the lonesome wanderer
there remains this sign of hope
that at the end of this toilsome
path there is an end to the road -
and find a place where I may
lay down my head on moss-green
meadows - the universe surrenders
and surrounds me on all sides
and still the multi-colored gate
lingereth upon my forehead -
Rainbow - reaching toward the sky
I cannot spread wings to fly
I cannot reach a hand to touch the sky
Cannot clasp my fingers 'round the Rainbow
Yet close my eyes and behold it silently,"

"But for the lonesome wanderer
there remains this sign of hope
that at the end of this toilsome
path there is an end to the road -
and find a place where I may
lay down my head on moss-green
meadows - the universe surrenders
and surrounds me on all sides
and still the multi-colored gate
lingereth upon my forehead -
Rainbow - reaching toward the sky
I cannot spread wings to fly
I cannot reach a hand to touch
the sky
Cannot clasp my fingers 'round the
Rainbow
Yet close my eyes and behold it
silently,"
the eagle remains silent - there is
no cry no laughter coming now
he takes off again in silence
becoming ever smaller in the distance
until there's only left the Rainbow and me.
Measuring endless time and fear
to meet eternity
We live in times controlled by
instruments
Counter - watches - being early
coming late
to measure time - that's our mistake -
We're not machines - we're people -
you and I
Can you tell me when you're coming
   Can you tell me when you're cool
     If not let me suggest to you
       Be human and don't act
         like a machine.
How long may kisses last -
you can never really say
Let's throw out all our time-making
machinery - for it's only wasting
our time - wasting our lives
encouraging our fears
"Be late - later - too late"
No - never late again
Impossible to be late without
time.

Red curtains drawn - dark and heavy
and yet the room's still cozy
In the middle of the emptied hall
a mahagony table
Upon it rests on a wooden platform
- the crystal ball.
Ancient footsteps drawing near - only
the sound of newly polished leather-
boots cracking fills the deserted
gallery.
A chair pulled back across the floor
leaves the broken echo hanging
on a silk-string from the ceiling
in the hall.
A coat drops to the ground as the
ancient observer sits down
at the table surrounded by
imaginery faces of those long
departed in the horse-drawn
coaches.
As the smiles begin receeding and
the faces disappear
the observer casts his eyes into
the light caught recently be
dancing fairies - imprisoned in the
crystal ball
Like the fading sunlight illuminating
the horizon
the captured light begins its dance
of fire-reflecting in the observer's eyes.
He lifts his hands to touch the
crystal ball
Heat escapes the fire long detained
within the crystal walls
Too old to hold out any longer
the crystal bursts forth
only to release the prisoner
The observer's frightened scream
of pain and hurt - the unstained
wound casts down the heavy curtains.
A brightness brighter than the light
of a thousand distant suns
transports the hall into a trance,
and once transformed into light itself
the observer by the light detained
begins his struggle to escape.
"Where do you intend to go from
here?" a thunderous voice bursts
out loud
"There's no way of escaping
from the immensity of light.
It penetrates deep into the
earth, brings light to bear unto
the seed - and like the crystal ball
did burst - the seed becomes a tree.
Do not attempt to run from me.
Behold your wounds unstained.
I bring you warmth and comfort
- Love and Beauty and Truth -
return into my bosom, friend"
the observer heard the voice.
He held his reigns and looked
around
when suddenly the sacred sound
of stringed harps joined into the
dance.
"Feel me - see - I do not hurt
- Breathe my gentle touch -
observe the center of it all -
the fire escaped the crystal ball
yet it cannot run from me
for I am wind and fire - heat -
Like the crystal's energy set free.
You the observer do not fail to see
the reason for my being
to aid and guide you to it all
The one - the only - I am of you
and you of me
I am the light that guideth thee -
Without the light you cannot see
Do not attempt escaping me
The faces that 'round the table in
the hall you saw
Have vanished many flames ago
Escaping me beyond my reach
wonder in darkness endlessly
hopeless.
Be not like them - become like me -
Become the light - the fire - for only
we can see."
The voice was falling silent then -
No more words needed to explain
The observer stood still - thinking
'what then shall I do'
A bundle of flames shaped like
ten hands
took him with them away.
Then a rejoicing voice was heard:
"Of all the faces that I've seen
Of all the minds I've asked
'Tis this only one which returned to me
Into the warming center of my heart."
After a thousand flames had gone out
and been replaced by tens of thousand
new ones
it had consumed and come to all
and all to it - all is now one:
Light - Love - Beauty - Truth.

Epilogue: The other day I found a
strange looking piece of glass - or
so I thought.
A little flame - tiny small - seemed
to burn in the center of this little
crystal as I held it before my eyes,
watching the sun setting on the horizon.
It's just an illusion - I had nothing
in my hand - the sun is a crystal ball -
it seems like a precious crystal when
I hold it between my fingers - try to
keep it in my hands illuminating them.
Looking up - the sun escaped my hands
once again.
Dreaming - imagening - just an illusion -
an illusion - Return to the beginning
of the story
and live through it again
mystical mistery-illusion.

June 1991

NOTE: For most of my trip from San Francisco to New York in 1989 I was accompanied by a young refugee from war-torn Cambodia. I dedicate the following poem to him.

Thunder rolled across the sky
rain-water drenched the grounds
the stench of decayed bodies
makes its rounds.
Grey clouds have veiled a
once golden sight
Of sunset's kissing the
ocean tides.
Skulls and bones now
cover Cambodia's
killing fields
where rice once grew abundantly
and beautiful children sang
happy melodies.
The young men and women
who once tilled the fields
cannot escape anymore the
rice paddies,
the dams, their houses or
humidity.
Humanities forgotten loss
a power-struggle for "who's the boss",
American B52's have turned
the country into tombs
An undernourished child in tears -
she cries
while parents in the paddies sleep -
they've died
a long long time ago
betrayed by children
their own or others or
some pretended muscular hero
with a gun across his crooked
shoulder
No need to hide behind a boulder
or piled up sandbags
from the beach
now look monotonous -
what sun has bleached.
Stale and deserted looks the land
of grey leafless trees that still
try to take a stand -
A stand defiant and courageous
against humanities outragedness.
A bunch of cars piled on a
hill - a heap
now fail to sound - the engine's
still.
Roaming animals around the
weeds and trees
that grow now in Pagodas
where once orange-robed monks
prayed while turning a
string of beads.
It was last sunday afternoon
or evening
when I went out drunk to dine
day dreaming
and heard familiar melodies -
a sound
that reminded me of something
I once seemed to have heard
and set me thinking till I recalled
the tune
soundtrack of a movie I'd once
seen
I leave it for you to think of what
I heard and
what it reminded me of -
it was sad.
That is all that I dare add.
For I withhold from you the clue -
all that I know is that it's true.

NOTE:
The following poem is dedicated to my friend Mary;
feel free to visit her beautiful sites:
http://www.artsandmusicpa.com
http://www.peaceandharmony.org
http://www.eyecandee.com

A clown in tears and dressing gown
Outraged angry without a sound
he steps into the circled sand
to face an astounded audience.
No cheers - no laughter - no cries
or applause
His comic cosmic musing muse
it all has come to naught
as the expression on his face
unmasked - the tears have
washed it all away
He's not smiling - not steering
for a funny scene
that might turn the audience
toward incredulous laughing.
Finally, he slowly opens his
mouth to speak
A prince of ancient history
he intends to tell his story.
But as he opens up his eyes to see
The silence's reason to be here,
there is no audience - not a
stirring soul or breeze
Alone he stands there dumb
and ill at ease
Asking himself - what mistery
is this?
Right now they're here
then not again
How can I ever expect to win
them over to my side -
He further thought and then he
sighed.
Do not be angry - but be kind
Let outrage never enter into
your mind
For it takes what is there to see
and pretends you're all alone
at sea
Lift up your eyes and kiss the air
Inhale the soothing moving good -
there's truth in Love and Beauty.
Return now to yourself for your
own good
and meet the audience with attitude
Outrage - anger - fear - disgust
These forgetting first we must
To re-unite us with our souls
to learn now what the future holds
Not cups of wrath or noble wreaths
are gathered by the humble bees
but honey for the sweet of taste -
and that ain't gathered in the haste
so as to feel no time's a waste,
but every treasured drop of dew
is accounted for - like me and you.
As love grows strong and powerful
don't fail to feel it - beautiful.

Greet the morning timingly
Before you end the day sleepily
Admire meadows of lovely green
Rivers and brooks seldom seen
Where lovers are dwelling undisturbed
by modern traffic and
other curbs and curfews
though they are many
fail to roam around the meadows.

Silver brook and golden lace
of sunshine having the
universe embraced.
Weeping willows laugh and sing
while golden glitter takes its
turn illuminating heaven and
earth - everything.
Children singing Sunday rhymes
on wednesdays
Skip sunday school at holidays
Racing down tarred highways
cats don't sleep in alley-ways.

Sunlight and moonshine
met one early early morning
while you and I were fast asleep
dancing in circles 'round and 'round
dared not touch our sacred dreams
reflecting love in mountain streams.

From where it came
it won't return
for lessons need no more
be learned.

In vain men pursue their
desireous lust
Searching for gold, silver and
diamonds in the dust
Of which one eats as little
as of rust.

Vain professions men pursue
which don't fill bellies
with any food.
Which blind the eyes and
seal the mouth
Stop the brain from thinking
and does harm to the heart -
So much unlike bread and
water.

Essential is only one thing
It ain't food and it ain't drink
It ain't small and it ain't big
and minerals don't bother it.
Onle Love survives essentially.

NOTE: The following poem has been dedicated to my favorite Model:
Sung Hi Lee. Visit her website at http://www.sung-hi.com

Enter the sacred garden
by the gate
and do not ponder -
do not wait
You're welcome here
among the many flowers
and ancient trees
Sweet singing birds and
humming insects.

Among the buzzing and the
peacefulness - this bliss
I dropped to the ground and
fell asleep.
Overcome by tiredness I fell
into a dream.

Long-haired women without clothes
their nakedness unshamefully
exposed.
One came close toward me
My heart beat strong and heavy
She touched my lips with
her sweet kiss.
I felt her breath and touched
her breasts
gently stroking I caressed them
kissed their smooth soft skin
't was at this moment I awoke
and realized I was not alone.
It was all a great reality
We kissed long soft peacefully.
I stepped back and realized
I stood as naked as she was.

Nothing's more imaginary beautiful
than the act of copulation
on soft green meadows
among the scent of multi-colored
flowers and the many-fold
songs of the birds and the
humming of insects.
Love in the sacred garden has
no beginning or end - is
everlasting.
[...]
Let our soul's sweet
kiss embrace us. [...]

Her face is red
Eyes filled with tears
She drowns her sorrow in
a couple of beers.

It does not solve your problems,
my Love
You got to go beyond - above
Go to the place where souls
are born
where living never mourns
the dead or death
In reality it does not exist.

The mind's the soul which
travels far beyond the goal
you aim at or you set
yourself without consulting
the nature of maturity
of mind that is soul.

Therefore one often disagrees
with stages and events of life
dictated by the will to want
and strife
The wish to fight a dying death
of murder does not find
rest in heart or soul and mind,

For soul and mind kiss eternity
Gentleness - Love - Kindness -
Harmony united in the soul of all
The soul supreme that guides our
minds and stirs all souls
like a gentle breeze.
Touching and moving - never
drifting from the path of Truth
and Beauty.

Love
   Truth
     Beauty
       Gentle
         Kind
           Harmony
             Eternity
               Peace
                 Freedom
Sacred - Love - Sacredness
                   Kindness
                     Gentleness
Breeze - Breathing
Nakedness and naked Light
                 Warmth
       Souls stirring in the Breeze
Light fading - dancing - touching
       gentle harmony.
Two together - silently - holding hands -
while sharing kisses
sitting naked in the sand
on a warm summerday by
the beach - What more do you
really want?

June '91

Arise, oh sleepy child of dawn
Observe the sunlight reflecting
on the wall
ray by ray - light by light -
Illumination down the hall
Where wisdom's painted
everywhere you turn your eyes
a gaze - a look - a confirmation
of the infinite truth of creation.

A picture of a slumbering
wild flower
Once imprisoned in a tower
only one small crack in the wall
Where the light forced itself
through, right down the hall
where it lay sleeping dizzily
then suddenly awoke to life
and light so bright
Nourished by the gods who knew
where it was lost - in need
of light, to regain its strength.

One ray of light stronger than
the next
Pulled the blossom along down
the hall -
Right through the crack it squashed
and pushed with all its might.
When there was no more
power left to squeeze
Its head hanging tired in
the breeze
It hadn't yet realized
how far it'd gone -
right through the crack
outside the wall -
now split for all eternity.
A quiet soft drizzle of rain
began to fall
onto the fading blossom outside
the wall.
Its head slightly lifted, it
looked around
Deep into the silence peacefully
distant and near -
there and here
when the sun came smiling
through the clouds
it hissed a rainbow in the
heavens as they bowed
A breeze swayed and let the
heavens naked stand alone
unveiled and ready to spread
the one strong beam of light
right down into the blossoms
inner court where it awakened
with a sigh of relief -
though only short and briefly -
the necessary force
to lighten up this inner court
and illuminate the blossom's
full colors inside and out,
happy to breathe freely again.
It began the Song of Heaven
then.

It sang from morning until dawn -
sang until its voice had gone.
Weakened by this thanks for freedom
it decided to go to sleep then.

Night then veiled the gentle sky
filled with many many a small
light
traveling from far a distance
until they reached the blossom's
scent and ...
                  - kissed it.

Thus it slept peacefully with
nature surrounding it in
harmony.
                    _______
Someone put up a sign on the other
side of the wall - in the hall -
on the prison wall - which read:
Do not disturb - retreat quietly.

Deep dark forest beyond the unknown
Ancient trees swaying in the breeze
eternally
In the center in the woods by
a fire in a wooden hut's
stoney fireplace
Has been living for many years:
a family in Harmony
On the walls there are no
pictures - paintings showing
portraits and landscapes
But stringed wooden instruments
whose strings are strum
by the breeze which enters
through the open windows
and fills the air with the
many-fold flowers' perfumed scent
until
there's no room left for stench
to penetrate the heat proceeding
from the fire burning brightly
in the dark illuminating every
corner of the hut with sound
gushing out to gently move the
quiet peaceful drousy wood.
Who today is in no mood
to hear a wood-chopper's aiming
axe of destruction and of death
that only the oldest of the trees
still tell remembering some of
their long forgotten family members
who fell just then when they
thought they'd left in time
with the assistance of the wind
who blew their seeds here in
a storm then fainted and it
let them drop down to earth to
sleep and rest until they've grown
and to enjoy the childish play
of cruising the treetops - let them
sway as if they've drunk from the
sweet sap which bees deliver
right on time every summer since.

Moonlight also gets its turn to play
hide and seek - a lovely game
for a huge dark forest of its size.
Jumping back and forth as the
treetops sway from side to side.


The most beautiful hour, however,
of them all - and they are many
are the sunrise hours in the
morning as the sunlight penetrates
deep - deeper - deeply illuminating
everything and the harmonious
songs of many birds are sound and
seem so loud they may sing
for all the world to hear the
words of Truth - Beauty - Love.
Together with the sound of humming
insects, the strumming of stringed
acoustic instruments and
flowers' scent, radiant colors
- oh harmonious rainbow -
that's what peaceful harmony
appears to me to be.
Illumination gives it the
final touch
That's saying rather little
- it's not much.
There is what you see and
what you feel
The first refers to everyone,
the second's got to be
explained, and even
that's rather difficult
a task I dare not set myself
in words but in truth.
Let me touch your cheeks
Let me kiss your lips
Let me kiss your breasts
Gently touching softly
Perhaps through touch
feeling is best explained
I touch you gently
- you feel warm and
comfortable.

I wake up early when the morning
is fresh and cool the dawn.
Fetch cold clear water from the river
that carries it's load for evermore
in the bed through which he
flows gently winding,
catching snow flakes when
winter comes around again
for years and years without end,
just to fill it's loss up again.

I saw it as a little brook
or as a gentle mountain stream
floating through a valley kind
and quiet peacefully
where children play and Lovers sing
to the river's neighbourhood.

One day while walking through a
misty cloud
the sound of water running near
came to me ears
Gently - softly - quiet - sleeping
water lilies singing peacefully
while dancing at the young lake's
edge.

Wooden ship drifting slowly by
while Lovers kiss - and say goodbye
or is it just "hello"?
Dawn re-born - re-newed and
still untouched
Leaves echo in the air yet to
   continue their journey into
      the unforseen and distant
         time
from where it then will
               call again
                  only to return unchanged
Just time will slightly re-arrange
and become past
It's only time that moves too fast
as echoes simply prove to point out
by hanging from a silken string
from which they will re-newed begin
the journey thus continued.
A journey never ending

The echo's silent whisper fails
to penetrate into your ear
to bring to you the latest
song unheard of by the river.
- And by you.

               June '91

... And friends meet again
at newspaper stands
recollecting stories of times
that have long gone by.
A garden of roses
reflected against the blue sky
the house on the hill
where Lovers say "good night",
the sea-shore's sleeping sands
buried under salty waters'
sacred beach.
A cloth layed out
to white a-bleached
A crazy sign - a cross on the hill
waiting for the maple-tree to grow
there where the moon stands still.
Breathe - inhale
clear country air
Riding into the future
on a milk-white mare.
An oval table
occupied by empty coffee-mugs
of brothers and sisters
who shared feelings and
conversation.

NOTE:
The following poem is dedicated to my friend Mary;
feel free to visit her beautiful sites:
http://www.artsandmusicpa.com
http://www.peaceandharmony.org
http://www.eyecandee.com

Maybe time has never been
whispered to a silver stream
evaporating into foggy steam
that fills the forest leaves
and leaves the air moist
           and clear
there in the twilight hides
           the hunted deer.
Silent footsteps touch the ground
           nobody cares to where
           they're bound.
Unmasked in all its nakedness
           the eyes unveil a sacret bliss
a romance - long a thousand miles -
Unwinding shielding hiding
           before destructive time
and in the end all that
           you find are echoes in
           the forest - a yellow
           flower's whisper.

The Lionness!

High grass hides a family of
- I dare not speak out what! -
The young ones occupied in
           child-like play
Of pounding and drumming on
           the ground
and occasionally an unheard
sound of laughter - joy -
           happiness -
"Be not too loud -"
           the father warns.
She stands erect - leans against
           the tree and looks toward
           the clear blue sky
           puzzled by the branches.
Her claws grasp the dry
           bark of the old tree
Slow in motion here she moves
           takes shelter under the umbrella
           of the sweet scented cedar.
Is this Lebanon or Gaza?
To her it does not seem to
           matter.
One by one - three cups following
           her.
She heaves them safe under her
           bosom.
Queen of the jungle
           Lionness of the cedar
Sunshine light a light
           - your light -
           bring happiness into our hearts
           that makes us smile so bright
           and peaceful as a Lionness of
           the cedar.
Blissful summer kissing autumn
           on the forehead
So as if to say "hello goodbye"
- you're here to stay -
like the Lionness of the cedar.

Plenty-full the wine did flow
           don't drink the wine using a straw
But use your lips - that move to kiss
           the real drops of intoxicating
           grape juice
and listen to the latest news.

Guitar sounds - acoustic strung -
           echoes across ripe cornfields
           one by one.
Harvest time where are you
           Farmer - man - when do you come
to gather the wheat into your barn.

Red ripe apples falling to the
           ground - echoing a-'clong-clong'-
           sound.
Farmer's lady of the house
           gather us into your basket
           before we begin to rot.

All morning the wind is blowing cold
           and frozen across the sacred pond
           hidden in the autumn forest.
Lonesome traveler puts on his boots
           and starts to climb the steep sand-
           path toward the frozen pond.
Dry leaves are falling from
           the trees who in turn sigh in relief
           released from summer's tiresome
           burden. A fishing boat left behind on the
           shore - fixed to an old wooden pole.
The noise of cracking fills the air.
Of dry branches broken under
           the traveler's foot?
Or of the freezing waves slowly
           creeping into its winter-position
           there on the freezing pond.
As the moon rises up into the night
           an eagle makes his last round
           of flights before lost in the darkness
           he falls asleep where no-one cries -
           where no-one weeps.

NOTE: The following poem has been dedicated to my favorite Model:
Sung Hi Lee. Visit her website at http://www.sung-hi.com

Did you ever wake up to the
           song of a thrush singing happily
           in the early morning hour - there standing
           on your window-sill?
You gently sleepily begin to rise
           and see the first sun-rays' early
           light of dawn
that creeps across this brand-new
           summer-morn'.
Forest - green and colorful flowers
           dash through your mind
           in a gushing flight.
Open your windows wide and smile -
           let the early morning breeze
           gently caress the nakedness
           of your sweet breasts.
Storm swiftly into your rose garden
           your nakedness revealed under
           a thin white curtain garment.
Dance among the beautiful flowers
           of all colors - and behold -
God's gate - the rainbow dangling
           right there over your head.
Birds and bees and butterflies
           will join you through your dancing day
           - will be with you right by your side.

*******

He wore a long white gown and
           his bare feet touched all that
           you can see
           - mountain water
           - running brooks
           - green dewy grass
           - highways - sidewalks
           - passes - peaks and valleys.

Now He knocks on your door - gently -
           Will you open or are you afraid?
           Afraid of who or why or what or
           how and when, if you don't open
           now, anyhow, he'll return some
           other time again, for he's the
PEACEMAKER.

***
Rain descended swiftly - falling
from the drifting white cloud
overhead as I lay sleeping
on the lawn dreaming of
the children's play - their poetry
and nobody - their song and muse -
their fun and games and unspoiled
innocence that schools and universities
distort - make the young with penis
march walk and kill to the sound
of drums in justification of
patriotism and nationalities that
are just the hypocritical inventions
of mad mentalities - called
authorities or governments or such
regimes that I give the umbrella-
name submachines.
***

Lovely is the smell of rain and
dirt mixed into a lovely harmony -
a choice of nature undivided
against itself such as man's will
trying fatefully to clear himself
of being guilty of universal
suicide.

A rings divine harmony runs
in a sacred circle such
as autumn winter summer
spring to mix the seasons such
like some herbs that flavor your
favorite dish. Do you like GARLIC?

***
**
*

Open the door to your room and
look around for something pink
I see your lips of faded red -
a wonderful sweet pink!
enough to make me touch them
with a gently kiss -
what do you think?

-----

Gentleness is summer's gift -

Soft-colored flowers

Soft green grass

Swiftly swinging butterflies

the red-yellow spider even catches
           your eyes.

Songs of thrush, blackbird and sparrow

Fills you to the marrow.

Rocking gently on the ocean's waves
a wooden ship that escaped
the grave error of humanity
to blow itself to peaces -
or pieces?

Father - mother - and three young
children have fallen fast asleep
exhausted from a fateful flight
when stormy red colors filled the
distant horzion - they thought it
was sunrise - didn't think about
the nuclear waste of time under-
estimated at its prime.

Just managed to get down to
Scarborough - grapple with a knotted
rope untangled finally freedom
came - who knows for how long.
Why do we blow each other to pieces
when we could have a cup
of coffee together - and a good
chat - I don't even know you yet.
Shouldn't I know you before I blow
you and your family up? I don't
want to blow you up - I love
children just too much - just
too much - just too much! Does
your blue passport give reason
enough for me and my green one
to hurt you? Let's put them on
the table and see their colorful
fight. I tell you, I never saw
passports fighting, only those who
believe int their nationalities - an
idolized belief of unmoral "leaders" -
and "leading" the printers of passports -
what a joke!

NOTE:
The following poem is dedicated to my friend Mary;
feel free to visit her beautiful sites:
http://www.artsandmusicpa.com
http://www.peaceandharmony.org
http://www.eyecandee.com

There's a gentle knock on my garden door.
I gaze through the crystal-colored glass
deep - deeper - right into your lovely
eyes and take a fanzy to your smile
those lovely lips I'd like to caress -
gently while you softly breeze the
sacred air of innocence that caught
your eyes at early sunrise.
"Why don't you open?" a sweet
voice asks and carries me back to
the senses I felt before I was over-
taken by the franzy mood.
Unlock the latch - pull back the chain -
into my chamber you enter again
and bring the scent of morning dew -
I realize long overdue - it's not
the declaration of independence, but
the feeling of interdependence that
matters. You need me as I need you
to share our Love, like morning dew
touches each single blade of grass -
no matter how big or small - I
think the dew just Loves them All!

***

A Seagull's happy laughter
rides across the ocean!
While ebb and flood play the
game of "motion" dancing to
the light of the moon - sometimes
late - sometimes too soon.

The beach deserted except for the
rocks
where seagulls 've taken shelter to
watch
as the ocean waves grab more
and more of the sandy beach.

Moonlight dancing on the water
just like the distant wooden ship.

Hey - day-dreamer, where are you
headin'?
Hey - day-dreamer, where do you go?

Just follow the seagull-wings out-
stretched
Dancing slowly

The sky's on fire -

morning glow -

Seagulls flying to and fro
Their happy laughter fills the
air
Carries the echoes higher and higher,
higher and higher
To where there's no return

Couples dancing all along the shore
Greeting a happy day once more.

And inbetween the moving feet

The sound of seagulls'laughter echoes
sweet
and adds the flavor to the newborn
day
A feeling of Love Fun and Happiness
The seagulls' magic majestice.

A table lain with bread and wine
Enjoy the feast - don't count the time -
don't count your days and months
and years

Like the seagulls just be happy to be
here and smile and hear their
happy song - their tune of laughing
laughter all day long - a
whole summer 'round.

***

Clear ideas like clear blue skies
that humming birds circle in their
            sacred flights
Above green trees on young autumn
            nights
I wish they'd fill my mind,
            my eyes with tears
            my lips with smiles
            my heart with Love
            for you old friend !

-----

Sacredness unveils the floorboards where
            you stand naked in the full
            moonlight of a young lover's sweet
            warm summernight.
My eyes meet yours and yours meet mine.
            There we stand to kiss in a long
            drawn silence of the room - that is
            the universe - all around us it
            circles and dances like the glow
            worms dancing around young sweet
            scented flower blossoms - until at
            last I am encaged in your sweet
            warm swelling bosom.
Colorful flowers blooming all over your
            garden
A face of smiles - of many miles -
            unspoiled part of the universe
            where silence dwells hidden
            underneath some sacred rock -
            at morning's dawn a frog
            does croak.
Through the crack in the wall
            ants climb across at their own
            pace down the other side -
            on investigation - to see
            if the pale moonlight is
            strong (or weak) enough to
            put a stop to their flight.
But as they reach the other side
            plastered with the ivy twining
            they find themselves greatly
            surprised - and yet - they sing
            in a chorus-line "we've made it."

***

Let's go down to the castle ruins
            yonder where we slept peacefully
            the other night
Awakening to the morning-starlight
            illuminating the same horizon
            that was there before we fell
            asleep among a bed of tulips
            in the hay
            which someone had left there
            in his flight - away from
            matters of ancient time.
Are you to scared to understand
            what you're afraid to ask
            - my friend ?
Fear not - though sacred heart of
            doubt
            as you trust that it'll rain
            down from heavy a cloud
gushing down the mountain stream
            fresh new water - cool clear clean !
Heralding snowstorms on a warm
            summer night
Is like praying for rain to fall from
            clear blue sky.
It matters not how much you
            care - or I for that matter -
It doesn't matter how tall
            you are - maybe how small -
            how skinny - male or female
You can't be asked by
            authorities which gun you'd
            like to kill with
For as a peacemaker - lover - friend
            it's a matter of Nonviolence
            you just can't kill again.
It's not life not death not
            me or you that counts
as each individual's breath makes
            the world go 'round
in smoothened circles among
            the crowd we move swift
            silently
beyond our knowledge - unknowingly.
Outwitted by this age-old trick
you've finally come to the end
            of all your wit and also of
stupidity - just vanished so indefinitely.
Some questions raised which answers
knew, before they were put forward
just seems to be confusing you.

Confusion is the name of an old
            and tricky game
that's always played by
            governments and crooks alike
even though they'd face opposing
            sides without opinions as
            they strive to find solutions
            that'll never solve the reasons
            of divinity.

There are facts that just won't
            harmonize
No matter how stupid or how wise
            you may pretend to act upon
            the knowledge you can never
            gain to know alone just by
            yourself perceived and overtaken
by some thoughtless speed - or speech ?
The frozen lake - an isolated island -
a castle ruin - the cry of a crow -
Frozen silence - I stand amazed and
            open-mouthed - unable to utter a
            single sound.

Afraid to crack the silence of the frozen
            air I stand aloof - ... just stare ...
into the distant sacredness of
            calm and quiet peacefulness.

The crow repeats its circling flight
            and lands very close nearby
on a leafless branch of a lonesome
tree which so far managed to
survive the cold golden frozen
            winter-time.

Young summer love flies whispering
            to the wind
Revealing secrets one never seems
            to be able to grasp.

Falling asleep amidst the scent
            of colorful flowers
            there below the old oak tree
            displaying fresh green summer-
            leaves,
and far beyond the song of a
            lark
once again amazed I gaze
at the deep blue sky.

Always escaping so as to find
            myself again standing
            at the other end of life and
            you and me and Love
            - so true - so true -

Without wings to fly the thought
            takes off
It whispers to the innermost
            chambers of the mind
"There ain't no use escapin'
            if time's not left behind -
            forever."

A line carved by someone
            in the sand at the beach
            near the rocks
where the tide deposits shells
            of different sizes read:

"When will you come for me."

As flood turned to ebb-tide
the line had faded away -
being carried to another shoreline
            of another land - or country.

Perhaps it will return to you
            someday.

***

June 1991